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Smith speaks of airport tryst regrets

NZ Newswire logoNZ Newswire 27/03/2017
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All Blacks halfback Aaron Smith believes he should have taken time out from rugby to work through the aftermath of his infamous liaison in a Christchurch airport toilet.

Smith, 28, was seen entering a disabled toilet cubicle at Christchurch Airport in September with an unidentified woman who was not his partner.

"It was a huge mistake by me, obviously," Smith told media on Monday as he prepared for his 100th Super Rugby match for the Highlanders against the Rebels on Friday.

It's the first time he has spoken about the incident since a tearful public apology immediately afterwards.

"The way it hurt my family and my partner, and then myself obviously, it was just a really tough time," Smith said.

Aaron Smith © Kai Schwoerer/Getty Images Aaron Smith

"I probably should have put rugby on the backburner then and focused on myself and my family.

"But we're past that, and I've learnt a lot from it - I think a lot of positives have come from that incident for me personally, on field and off field."

Smith sat out the All Blacks 57-15 hammering of South Africa in the immediate aftermath of the revelations, and voluntarily stood down for the third Bledisloe Test in October.

NZ Rugby concluded that Smith's actions amounted to serious misconduct, and gave him a formal warning.

Smith said the on-going effects from the incident had been difficult to shake off but he'd undertaken counselling, and had rediscovered his love for rugby after struggling through the All Blacks end-of-year tour.

"I got to the point where I was over rugby for the year," he said.

"But at Christmas I was already excited to play - usually you need that whole two months to want to come back.

"I fixed a lot of things mentally off the field, and that cleared me up to train really hard in the off-season.

"I'm in a really good place right now, and I'm just loving how I am on the field and off the field, and how life is."

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