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A fitness model is sharing devastating photos of her battle with ovarian cancer.

Mamamia logo Mamamia 6/12/2016 Jessica Clark

At 23 years of age, aspiring bikini model and self-Fconfessed “fitness enthusiast” Cheyann Shaw was diagnosed with cancer.

Just one month before her wedding, Cheyann was told she was battling ovarian cancer after an unexpected trip to the emergency room.

“I never in a million years thought this would happen to me, especially since I am only 23, but I know I will win this battle,” she wrote when she was diagnosed in August this year.

“This is hard for me to post…[on the left is] before I knew I had cancer…[on the right] taken yesterday,” she wrote alongside the before and after pictures.

“After almost 14 days in the hospital, a poop bag, and a major surgery; I stand at 105lbs. That’s way too small for me,” she continued.

“I lost everything. Cancer has taken so much from me. The body I worked so hard for two years to get, the ability to have and carry my own child, my hair, and so much more, but one thing for sure is that cancer has not taken my fight and faith.”

I still got some muscles 💪🏻 and 12 days till surgery😳 - - Truthfully, I have been struggling with the fact that I'm not able to throw up some heavy weights and not being the strongest women in the gym ( I'm very competitive🙃) - - It's hard from going from squatting close to 160lbs and being able to curl 30lbs with ease; to having to curl/do any upper body with light weight because I can't risk my port implant moving (it's in my chest) and struggling to squat 100lbs😥 - - But at the end of the day, my strength is coming back, my arms are still decent size and my booty is growing💪🏻👌🏻 With surgery in 12 days, I'll be out from working out probably around 6 weeks. So I'll be starting at square one again but that's okay. That just means I'll come back better and stronger and I'll also have a new badass scar👍🏻 - - #fuckcancer #ovariancancer #cheystrong #seattleseahawks #bestself #selflove #npc #npcbikini #ifbb #npccompetitor #bikini #bikinicompetitor #bikinifitness #bikiniathlete #fitlife #fitspo #fitlife #follow #inspiration #happiness #womensfitness #womenshealth #motivation #squat #squatspo #countrygirl #country #countrymusic

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Cheyann revealed she would “never let cancer win”.

“This is the toughest battle I have and will ever face, but I know I can do it. The hardest part of all this is my body change. I have a hard time looking at myself in the mirror but I’m learning to love myself again and I know this is only temporary.”

When she first revealed her diagnosis, she wrote, “I never in a million years thought this would happen to me.”

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