The Talk - Paulina Porizkova is 'choosing to be grateful' Post Ric Ocasek Death

Tuesday on "The Talk" Paulina Porizkova opens up about moving on since losing her husband, Ric Ocasek and discovering she was written out of his will. "It was so hard to process it that I didn't process it...I don't want to start crying on stage here, it's Christmas time." She continues, "This man, who was my North star, regardless, if we were getting a divorce, I thought we were best friends. I thought we were family forever. It was a year of my life that I barely remember...All of us who have children, seeing the pain of your children, you know, that would be one of the hardest things in the world is to witness how your children suffer, so that was added on." Porizkova adds, "It's not like I can ask him what he was thinking, why he did it, and what happened. And so, I'm just sort of left with these unanswered questions. And this is where I go into, you know what, I met this man when I was 19. We had at least 25 years filled with love. And so, I'm choosing to be grateful for that." On being an advocate for the beauty of middle aged women, she shares, "I'm 57, I haven't had any interventions, partly because I feel like I'm lucky to be 57".