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Hilaria Baldwin Shares Sonogram After Miscarriage: 'Love This Little Soul'

Never forget. <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrities/hilaria-baldwin/">Hilaria Baldwin</a> shared a sonogram video on Instagram two weeks after <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/hilaria-baldwin-confirms-she-had-a-miscarriage-with-fifth-child-with-alec-baldwin/">confirming she suffered a miscarriage</a>. <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/pictures/stars-who-struggled-to-conceive/"> Stars Who Struggled to Conceive </a> “What you are seeing in the video is the first sonogram of the baby I lost before we could see and hear the heart,” the yoga instructor, 35, captioned the footage on Wednesday, April 23. “In the lower left corner you can see the flicker. I don’t have a video of the heartbeat we witnessed a few times before it stopped. I want to share this because I feel like this little soul was mighty in the wave it provoked.” The fitness guru added: “I am physically starting to feel like myself again. Emotionally I am OK too. when we choose to become parents, we take a big risk with our hearts. … This time, when I opened my heart up to another baby, he or she didn’t stay very long. But I love this little soul deeply and wholly.” <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/pictures/celeb-mom-clap-back-at-the-parenting-police/"> Moms Chrissy Teigen, Khloe Kardashian and More Clap Back at the Parenting Police </a> The Living Clearly Method author is already seeing the positive impact that sharing her story has had. “We all have a purpose in life, and I believe my little one left positivity in its short life,” Baldwin wrote. “I felt a deep provocation to share what was going on and, in being so open, some great conversations emerged. Creating a positive from a negative, this little flicker of life left its mark.” One week before confirming that she and her husband, <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrities/alec-baldwin/">Alec Baldwin</a>, had lost their fifth child, the Mallorca, Spain, native wrote on Instagram that she was “<a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/hilaria-baldwin-pregnant-most-likely-experiencing-a-miscarriage/">most likely experiencing a miscarriage</a>.” “I have no shame or embarrassment with this experience. I want to be a part of <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/hilaria-baldwin-defends-publicly-sharing-potential-miscarriage/">the effort to normalize miscarriage</a> [sic] and remove the stigma from it,” she captioned the April 4 mirror selfie. “There is so much secrecy during the first trimester. This works for some, but I personally find it to be exhausting. I’m nauseous, tired, my body is changing. And I have to pretend that everything is just fine — and it truly isn’t. I don’t want to have to pretend anymore.” <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/pictures/celebrities-who-had-babies-back-to-back/"> Celebrities Who Had Babies Back-to-Back </a> Hilaria and the<a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/shows/saturday-night-live/"> Saturday Night Live</a> star, 61, already share <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/alec-baldwin-wife-hilaria-welcome-baby-girl-2013238/">Carmen</a>, 5, <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/hilaria-baldwin-gives-birth-welcomes-son-rafael-with-alec-baldwin-2015176/">Rafael</a>, 3, <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/hilaria-baldwin-gives-birth-to-baby-no-3-with-alec-baldwin-w439307/">Leonardo</a>, 2, and <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/news/alec-and-hilaria-baldwin-welcome-their-fourth-child/">Romeo</a>, 11 months. They tied the knot in 2012 and <a href="https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/alec-and-hilaria-baldwin-renew-their-wedding-vows-w490673/">renewed their vows</a> five years later.
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