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Ashley Cain has blanket with Azaylia's face on so he can see her every night

Irish Mirror logo Irish Mirror 17/06/2021 Zara Woodcock

Ashley Cain bought a blanket with his late daughter Azaylia's face printed on it so he can see her every night.

The 30-year-old star showed fans what the blanket looks like and the image he chose for it.

He took to his Instagram Stories to explain the blanket.

"This morning Saf told me that she was speaking to someone and told them that since Azaylia went to heaven, I've made the bed every day without fail," the Ex On The Beach star posted.

"This is the reason why...we have a south-facing garden which shines light through the bedroom window.

"So I make the bed and open the blinds so Azaylia can look at the beautiful sky all day."

Azaylia passed away in April at just eight months old after a batter with a rare form of leukaemia.

Ashley's girlfriend Safiyya Vorajee recently opened up about her crippling anxiety and depression after losing her baby girl.

And taking to her Instagram Stories last week, seven weeks after Azaylia's tragic death, Safiyya told how she is struggling with "clouded" thoughts as she has "so much anxiety and depression".

In the footage, Safiyya explained that the weekend was really tough for her and that in a bid to create a sanctuary at home that she is planning to sort out her garden this week so she can have a space to relax in.

a close up of a man with his mouth open: Ashley Cain © Instagram Ashley Cain text: Ashley Cain © Instagram Ashley Cain

She told her fans: "Hi guys I have had a really, really hard day today. I have so much anxiety and depression that I am struggling with and my head just don’t seem clear."

Detailing what she is going through, the mum added: "My thoughts seem clouded and just really really struggling but tomorrow I am going to get out on my bike and I want to get my garden together and have a nice little sanctuary spot and feel at ease, get a barbecue and start going outside in my garden a little bit."

She also captioned the video: "Incredibly tough day again, I’ve been sleeping then waking up & sleeping again to try and block everything out.

"My heart feels like it’s my pounding out my chest & I’ve been getting panic attacks where I feel lost & suffocated."

If you're struggling and need to talk, the Samaritans operates a free helpline open 24/7 on 116 123. Alternatively you can email jo@samaritans.org if you'd prefer to write down how you feel

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